Today was a bit of a reality check on my part. I've spent the last 6 months going to the nursing home to see my grandma every day at lunch. Today about 10am, it hit me that I will no longer be going to see her at lunch. I will no longer be able to go anywhere to see her. I know that her memory and her love lives in me. But it's hard to go from something you can touch, smell, see and hear...to just feeling. It's still going to be a long road ahead as I try to heal and mourn her loss. Thank you to all of you who have posted nice things both on here as well as facebook. I truely appreciate your kindness. It's nice having friends you can lean on in sad times.
With love,
Royal
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These are going to be the hardest times...but her smell, laughter and many other memories will be around forever. You will catch a smell that will bring her back in a heartbeat. You are a strong girl Ruby Larue....You know Grandma Will adored you just as much as you adored her!! I love ya!!
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