T is for three

Well, not many people know this...but I've been off of the pill since the beginning of the year. Jason and I actively tried to get pregnant in January and February. By March we had decided to not try as hard but not prevent. In April we didn't prevent and didn't try at all really. So now here we are on the 20th of April and I'm still not pregnant. I really wanted to have a fourth baby. I really wanted to have him/her before Lucy turned 3. We're losing that gap! I've prayed about it and I really believe that God wants us to know that he's happy with the three we've got. It was so EASY to have the first 3, I really thought 4 would just happen! Just goes to show that things change. I'm not in my twenties anymore, Jason is 33...things have changed. One thing that hasn't changed is my love for the three perfect miracles that God has blessed me with thus far! I am so very lucky to have healthy happy kids. They are such a blessing to me and are so irreplacable! Three is a good number, even if I swore I'd never have 3! I'd never have a middle child! Now I have a middle child and he's my only boy! All the more reason to love him! =) So today T is for Three! Three may just be my lucky number! Happy Friday Friends!